In Brief:
The kids say they can remember my screams. My eyes kept flashing to the floor where the father of Lena, a one year old I babysat, did CPR on my 3-month-old baby daughter Kandyse. It was about 4 in the afternoon and Lena's father had just come to pick her up. I was looking for Lena's socks that she had taken off during an earlier nap in the same crib where Kandyse was sleeping. I had my own four kids, were already in school, Lena the one year old, and four kids I watched after school. All together 8 children heard my screams in the house that day when I found Kandyse. The paramedics took over and let Lena's father take a break. " Eventually, though, my milk dried up, as did most of my will to live.
